Why the Supermoon and Comets Affect my Personality

The scientific community scoffs at astrology, all of it, not even considering the weird and staggering statistics of people who are hospitalized during supermoons, comets, or other astronomical events.

Wikipedia states the following, ".. there is no proposed mechanism of action by which the positions and motions of stars and planets could affect people and events on Earth that does not contradict well understood basic aspects of biology and physics."

I have a theory to explain why the supermoon and comets affect my personality, which they do, and they have for years now. Most likely since my diagnosis in 2007. I am not a magician I don't practice magic, no matter how others may assume and judge. I am an indigo child/adult and here is my theory:

To explain why or how the moon affects me and comets, one has to look at the existence of fractals. The comets affect our orbit even at the conscious and biological level all thanks to consciousness.
It's like this fractal is the consciousness that weaves my personality and biology and it's perhaps...

I'll stop there.

The Comets plus the Supermoon

I'm all out of my normal self.. I appear to be at varied levels of consciousness.

My mood however is not affected (much). However I failed to take my Saphris medication last night and to some may appear to be in a hypomanic phase. I've taken ativan to calm my nerves. My brain and heart are still fired up. I sense to easily, too quickly, too much, too soon, etc.

I've learned that the cities in Orange County are created in a fortified like design and architecture, creating a supposed deterministic approach. My sense of psychic or intuitive abilities are at an obviously heightened level for reasons you can imagine. I'm an indigo child.

I want the coincidences to stop. It's too many and I'm starting to not like it at all. I drank some tea but it's not enough, again I'm trying ativan. So far I've taken one pill.

Soon I'll be leaving for my fine art printmaking class, I'm done with my project and will not be printing but I have to show up for a Relief Printmaking test.

My teacher said, "I'm not out of the wilderness yet." I know what he means now.

Please note I am not depressed, just upset. A little angry. I feel like Jesus and I'm being prosecuted, they'll use me up, abuse me, and throw me to the dungeon after they've made damaged lemons out of me.

Again, negative stuff, but right now, I'm not in a state of mind I would like to be. It's too heightened. Not Zen enough for me.

I'm ill equipped for this. I need Archangel Metatron to help me unravel the mysterious demon consciousness without driving me out of my mind.

Astrology and Age of Aquarius (LINKS)

http://earthsky.org/human-world/when-will-the-age-of-aquarius-begin